The power of sunlight creeps up in my mind
Arranging the pieces I leave them behind
All of life's work is ironically dead
And all the confessions I'm leaving unsaid
Why?
Tilt my head up
Feeling my heart slowly come to a stop
The path I've chosen.
My breath will stay frozen...
I'm bound by a spell to regret and to shame
It's only the part of insanity's game
Weave a hand through my hair.
Another...
Stop leading me wrong because I won't fall
I won't fall
I won't fall
Just like I won't repeat my lies
Repeat my lies.
I figured out both sides of a tale I sing an advice like a loud nightingale Standing alone like the only gold middle. I don't want to start another passionate fight Am I the only one who sees the bright light? It pierces my eyes like you would, like the very sharp needle It's just an another pathetic attempt I try to survive as I'm trying to help Or will I lose what I have, what I want, and what's needed? Don't give out any sound: not a tear, not a cry. I'm still trying to find the true answer, just why? Why is this justice not sweet, but such false and wrong feeling? It's happened before, I know what it's like Providing the answer and getting the spite But I still can't stand back, I won't leave a friend in despair They all turned their backs in your face You try to look up, you go for the chase I'll help you, 'cause I know how you feel. It's not fair. |
Of course you won't care Even if you try to speak Curses, hurt are coming out Not a compliment; so weak. I do all I can. I swear, I don't waste! Then what does it take To get your worthless praise? Trying as hard as I ever can To be perfect, just for you. Still nothing; a simple imperfection. Is it real? Is it true? Please, just this once Try to go easy on me Just once, without any hurt Set my happiness free Do you always have to put out My burning fire of pride? You tame all my emotion, As I you've never cried. I will never be perfect, Even if I finally die trying. Is this what you want? Exhausted from lying. Smite me with your mighty words I'm too used to it now. Walking away, I won't cry I won't ever be your clown. I know, deep down inside That if I'll ever perfect I still won't be good enough I'll be just another neglect. |