JaneFallen Official: Lyrics and Poetry

Insania

I wish that...
Destiny didn't have to do its part
Take away and rip apart your heart
I'm torn apart
I'm torn apart

These blood-stained walls still call my name
We'll never be again the same
It's not the same
It's not the same
When you call my name...

The words still linger in the air
I twist my fingers in my hair
Look in future, back in past, in your hands, you are aware

A shattered comet left behind
A fallen star on ground I'll find
Only the sane will accept that he is out of his mind

If look at sky and see it blue
I will not cry today for you

Break the chain and scream in night
Cross out the wrong, admit the right
Because forever will not last and the sun won't shine so bright

Correct the fact and mark in red
Betray your dear, punish regret
Go down the road and you will see expecting hand lead you ahead

If look at sky and see it grey
I still won't cry for you today

I wish that...
Destiny didn't have to do its part
I never was sane from the start
I'm torn apart
I'm torn apart

These blood-stained walls still call my name
They push the guilt and pull the shame
It's not the same
It's not the same
When we began to fade...

Ashes

If you're looking for someone
Look here.
Even though all I've been is your fear.

If you're trying to run
Don't scream.
Everything is fake, written by scheme.

As you're clawing my eyes
Don't halt.
Because the sights of the world are my fault.

As you're holding her hand
Look back.
You'll find that my view is your lack.

Before you close your eyes and sleep
Don't you know that you've fallen deep?
Don't you know that this will be the end?
You'll find me drowning in you as we descend...

Kissing one last goodbye,
Awake.
The moon find one breath intake.

Shining high in the light
From the sun.
Where the pale beauty just begun.

Black and white has never been
The same.
Erase the dear author's name.

Haven't you ever heard
What I say.
As the paper burns out in decay.

Ignite

I'm searching
It's calling
But I won't give in

You whisper
I'm falling
Awake it within

I've known this feeling destroy me inside
Exhausted and useless it leaves me behind
I cannot fight

I will not admit that this is what I feel
Refuse to admit that this feeling is real

We'll turn to ash when it's over
And you'll move on once again
Rebuilt my wall, once it's over
Question again where we stand

Who cares for scars when you're having
Once in a lifetime breakdown?
Who cares for love when we're having
Signals and smiles, oh those sounds

Purify my mind
Open for me my eyes

Devote to me
Ignite the possession, the envy, the rage
Unlock and unchain yourself from the cage

Commit to me
Your mind and you smile, you eyes and your fears
Opinions and sins, I want all those for me

I'm searching
It's calling
I will not give in

Right Before Your Eyes

Hands entwined and words unspoken
Whatever healed inside me broken
I question. I need to understand.

Not taking a breath I swallow my pride
Reminding myself of every time you have cried
Just answer. Now where do we stand?

Who was the one to reach the light in the dark?
Who was the one to burn the blackness of the mark?
Who was the one destroying the ignorance of lies?
Right before your eyes

You lose yourself, you lose your mind
I'll never go, I stay behind
A victim. I'm keeping my ground.

They say you mourn when they are gone
I say you see only the dawn
A villain. Until you come around

Did you ever ask how your words make me feel?
Now did you ever need the ashed I conceal?
Did you ever see how I let down my disguise?
Right before your eyes

Where did they go? Where are they now?
They walked away from you somehow
This hate. It will never pass

In envy blind, what they don't know
But I will stay as pure as snow
This love. It always lasts

Waste A Lifetime

How much do we sell to get a treasure to keep?
Trying to stay awake to end up dying in sleep
When the truth is your air how much do we imitate?
Waiting for the sun to rise we know it is just too late

Waste a lifetime
And fail to say goodbye
When will I die?
Present I leave behind

How much do we long waiting for the sun to set?
Just to realize that's still the sunlight we get
When will we ever stop mourning for the long dead?
Telling the whole world that they are the faith we had

Waste a lifetime
And fail to say goodbye
When will I die?
Present I leave behind

There is no present
Today is yesterday's future and tomorrow's past

No Chase

No chase
I won't wait for you to tell me
What you do and how you'll help me
No chase
Your ideals might be different
How you speak and how you live it

Betray wherever you might run away
Don't stay if you cannot plan out your way
Good-bye, just leave me alone with a lie
Indeed, I will not be here when you need

Blue light, is where you cannot ever hide
Don't fight, you'll lose when you use all your might
Can't sleep, whenever you try you still weep
Farewell, when all your beliefs go to hell

Deny, that all this won't end when you die
Survive, this light is as sharp and a knife
Hate now, when all love just fades out somehow
In vain, when all we went through was the pain

Last trace
I will not ever stand behind
Where you are and what you find
Last trace
Stop wasting time and breath
This will be you time of death

The Dance

I believe that deep inside
Memory can't always hide
Never leave, don't say good-bye
I believe that I can't hide

Act like you pretend to care
Act like it is never there
Act like sins will not come true
Act like they won't come for you

Act like you're the only one
Act like all the hope is gone
Act like you're the villain here
Act like you don't feel the fear

Act like you can stand alone
Act like you are on your own
Act like you don't get a chance
Act like you don't know the dance

I know you will always care
I know that is still there
I know that the sins come true
I know they will come for you

I know you are not the one
I know hope is never gone
I know you're the victim here
I know you still feel the fear

I know you won't stand alone
I know you're not on your own
I know you will get the chance
I know that you learned the dance

Hello there, what is your name?
Going where? The world's the same
Don't come near, just play the game
Feel the fear you knew to claim.

Suicide Prayer

My hands are shaking I can't write my last word
Demands are waking the long-time buried hurt
I'm writing letter washed in blood of suicide
The fighting is over, there is no place to hide

So why do we have to whisper to be finally heard?
Why do we have to beg for your ending word?
Why do we have to wait for our death to come?
Why we wait for the sun...

So stand while I cut my wrists to end my life's crime
Befriend my death so you have someone to waste your lone time
It's cold, maybe you could warm me with your sickening truth
Grow up, so we don't have the chance to start our youth

So why do we have to hate to know the truth of love?
Why do have to fall to get help from above?
Why do we have to fake to know what we've become?
Why we wait for the sun...

Final Destination

Used to be real
Used to be great
Used to be the chance
That would seal our fate
Now our time has come
What have we both done?
Love ruins everything

Here is the destination
That starts a new imitation
No chance, don't ask
What was our task
Ended so fast
It couldn't last...

How can we lie
How can we hide
Can you realize
What's killing inside
Ended by default
It was all your fault
Love ruins everything

Finally devotion
Kills the sincere emotion
You love, I lie
To you, good-bye
This ended my glare
Since we used to care...

Love ruins everything
What's real
What's true
What's fake
What's you

Farewell our belief
Now it's my turn to leave.

What I Write About

Ruling passion, word to keep
Filling silence in my sleep
Getting late to prove you wrong
Don't hold my wrist, pain too strong

Carry on with sliding
Let you blood out
I will keep hiding
What I write about

Words don't stop you, so what now?
Have to end this crap somehow
Laugh at me as I step back
You don't know I will attack

Carry on with sliding
Let you blood out
I will keep hiding
What I write about

Dying soon and lying late
Love is winning over hate
Every lie that I write in
Turn to truth, those words within

Carry on with sliding
Let you blood out
I will keep hiding
What I write about

Heartless, Mindless, Never Real

I can lie without a care
I can dance with noone there
I can sleep without eyes closed
I can attack with nothing for

You will cry and shout, I cannot learn just why
Can I ever learn to feel your sudden cry?

I can stop without the tracks
I still protect without attacks
I cannot cry, I am too cold
I just need your strongest hold

Breathe, but I still don't know what I can feel
Is it only me who does not know the false from real?

You're still crying, letting your emotions out.
But I cannot even feel the anger to scream and shout.
Must I stay like this, with no emotion in my soul?
Can I feel the world as a one in all?

Heartless, mindless, never real.

Fight for something I have never seen before
Sight is blinding that I want to see once more.
What might it be that I finally feel?
Is it something real?

Independence

As a journey to a simpler life
I cannot stand a chance
My flight is done, stop in midway
Just stopping in advance

Killing lonely silence gone
"Quietcide" might sound so wrong
But I'm moving on...

Restless journey to my life
Still haven't learned to play it right
Couple minutes changing all that's mine
If we might win or lose the fight

Fight or flight is all we know
It's cruel, bloody, hostile show
But we live on...

As the journey going on and on
Instinct leading my cold life
Trusting senses might not ever see
Deceiving my heart is my mind

Fear of love and love of fear
All the curses will come near
And I move on...

Only Part That Is Real

Casting dark shadows, deceiving my eyes
Follow through darkness, trust you with my life
Retracing your footsteps, but you're still not here
My love fading away, replace it with fear

You're leading me wrong but where I don't know, sweeping away the shadow misleading. Cannot replace the heart of warmth belonging to you. Enter my world...

I'm breaking the silence, you heal it with hurt
You're making me pseechless, wastinf my last word
You left it behind, now the shadow to stay
It's haunting me down, it will not go away

You're calling me down, but where are you now? Cannot see anything but the shadow. How can you disconnect the only part that is real? Enter my world...

The hell is ascending, the devil to blame
Will you teach me just how to play your sick game?
My looks are misleading, it's never the same
But love in my eyes is the feeling to tame

Descending

Whisper slowly so I cannot hear
Save your voice, my darling is too dear
Keep your victims all alone
Villain scorching on his own

Siding with your only false alliance
Force too strong for all of us to keep
Borderlines already crossed with silence
Close your eyes, forget it all, and leap

Cannot see just why I am so sad
Just keep slow, your pace was always dead
Spreading wings but still I cannot fly
Begging you always my only cry

Changing views just like a dying bird
Descending on your soul my broken feather
Was my voice ever considered heard?
Feathers strong only when are together

Killing time, wasting my final breath
Lust and greed brought back within with wrath
Puring thoughts are all outside my head
Dirty lie was everything I said

Strained Silence

The wise and the foolish
We all speak the truth
Our silence is screaming undiscovered worlds created by you

Deceptions and conscious
Inside buried deep
We speak out silence like the dead forgotten promises to keep

Stop while we're screaming
The silence is killing
It's our only way
To let quiet stay

Step up to be lighter
We're all trapped inside
How can we lie so freely when our sacred truth is what we hide?

Follow my footsteps
Forget what I said
Don't trust me, I'm lost where you and I were always led

Confused but still silent
The truth is too violent
I put up a show
My lies never know

Eternal End

Fighting always as we step back
Sunshine frozen the world is black
Going down raindrops are cold ice
This is our curse, it is your price

Wake up, but you can't
Not moving cause we are dead

So eternal the death is strong
Keeps you frozen forever long
You did this to us, don't forget
Still you're living with no regret

We changed how we live
Forget but not forgive
Cut it, my heart right through
Fading as I follow you

Fighting always as we step back
Sunshine frozen the world is black
Slowly dying, but you live on
Smiling widely when we are gone

Ending, not so fine
Faking, ending line
What have we all done
What will we all become?
Stop this, deceive my thought
Give up, even though we fought
Wake up, but you can't
Not moving, cause we are dead

Black Ink

Sign of possession
Cannot erase, don't even try
Don't cut it out, don't touch the dye
Blackest obsession
I marked my way and now you're mine

You're the first one on my list

Hide the mark, I will still see
What now you are belongs to me
Give up the fight
Without attack

Don't go away
See it and know where you belong
Sarcastic force is not so strong
To make your way
Erase the stain that did you wrong

One simple touch, you're in a cage
The ink just shows my envy's rage
Turn out the light
The ink stays black

Always the first one on my list

Xenophobic

Every fake smile that's thrown in my way
It's here to stay. It's here to stay
Every sunray that touches my skin
It burns within. It burns within.

I...am afraid of you, as you see
I...am failing the truth, inside me

Every raindrop that wettens my mind
It's giving a sign. It's giving a sign
And every stare that's laid upon me
It's keeping me free. It's keeping me free

You...are not scared of me, as I see
You...die lying to free the demon inside me

Will you ever stop trying
To let me go free
You'll never love me
There's a demon inside me
I never want you
To go away
It's all I can say
Too dear to me
You let me go free...

Gravity

I want to be left alone
Don't want to be on my own
So help me
Rise and fall
Rise and fall
Rise and fall
Once more...

I dive into cold obsession
It's what I cal Great Depression
It is of my own
And I'm in it all alone
Alone...

As I get out from that ice-land
I melt away, so take my hand
Break my silver knife
Please, keep me alive
Alive...

As I breathe in one more time
The gravity pulls me down
I am taking my wrong last stand
And now I go back again
Again...

Memory's Burning Scar

You stand there alone
Hearts as cold as hard stone
No memories of love or anger

Do you remember me?
In the smoke you can't see
Not figure, not shadow, just nothing

But of course I will try
To find my way, to find my life
As I burn myself in

I burn myself in
Like a scar on your hand
Like the lie where you stand
I burn myself into your mind

As I burn myself into
Those hars memories of you
The smoke's tearing your eyes

I'm sorry for my mistakes
But you get what you take
From me a scar and smoke you will find.

As if I just disappeared,
Are you ashamed I'm what you fear?
As I brun myself in

I burn myself in
Like a scar on your hand
Like the lie where you stand
I burn myself into your mind

I am your memory
Memory

I burn myself in
Like a scar on your hand
Like the lie where you stand
I burn myself into your mind

I burn myself in

Weapon Of Relief

All I wanted is to be free
All I've been, I've been deceived and hated, oh
So I take my weapon of relief and I...
Cut my throat!
Stab my heart, rip it out;
Well, that's your part
I so want to
Fell relief in Heavenland,
Until the end.
Turns out all I wanted was to feel nothing at all
My suicidal girl.

There are so many haters in this world,
That it just seems kind of fun
To drown in my own blood.

Falling

Don't leave me here all alone
Don't cry my tears 'cause I'm gone
My soul can't soar anymore
I'm falling
I'm falling

We've waited each other forever
Our faith has put us together
Now it's tearing us apart and I'm going
I'm going
I'm going

Release me from your sweet curse
I'm shutting your heart-shaped doors
Hear my cry, you know who I'm calling
I'm calling
I'm calling for you

Your love is my wings
My heart is what brings
Sun's warmth to his world
And now I'm cold!

Don't leave me here all alone
Don't cry my tears 'cause I'm gone
My soul can't soar anymore
I'm falling
I'm falling

Hell

Hell
Have you ever been there?
Never wanted, never found
Say the truth now, scream it loud!

Hell is the place where you go alone
It's not cold though, it's too warm!
Hear me screaming, don't go back now, no
Stop deceiving, you don't know me at all!

Hell
Have you ever been there?
Never wanted, never found
Say the truth now, scream it loud!

Fallen Angel

Cursed your dark wings
Fooled your beliefs
Heaven's no place for

It's been send to
Place where it can
Find itself proof
That it's true too

It's been fooling
Other race now
People fought it
Sent it lower

Now it's in hell
Trying to fight
It's disgrace well
But again it fell...

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The Wire

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"Shred my lungs and breathless find a place to hide

Leave my body half-destroyed, but you can't kill my pride." - The Wire

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October 16th: Updates: "Right Before Your Eyes", "Ignite", "Melancholy", "Instantaneous", "Look, You're Dead", "Ashes", "Insania", "The Wind", "The Wire" - All around the categories (I've been gone for a long time, huh?"